...I’m talking to you
Eight years ago, I was trying to sell a house. My husband had already moved three states away to start the new job that was an answer to prayer. We were geographically separated, and it was a very stressful time in every area of our lives. But the biggest stress was financial.
Our
realtor suggested we install new carpet. She said it would be the key
to getting an offer. My suggestion was to offer a flooring allowance so
the buyer could pick what they wanted. But after two months of little
interest, the realtor re-suggested that we install the carpet
ourselves.
I did not like that solution. I was
supposed to be saving money, not adding debt. There was no guarantee
we’d recuperate the cost of new carpet in the sale of the house. I’d have to
pay extra to install around the current furniture (versus a buyer
having flooring laid before they moved in). What if a buyer didn’t want
carpet? What if they walked away because they wanted hardwood? What if
they pulled up what I just paid for to install hardwood?! No, this was a
bad idea. We needed to stay the course and wait for a buyer to be
interested in the flooring allowance.
A friend
asked me how the sale of the house was going. I told her about the
realtor’s suggestion and all about my stress and frustration and reasons
why it wouldn’t work. Then she said, “What does your husband think
y’all should do?” And I said, “HA! He wants me to replace the carpet!” It
was a very exhausted, sarcastic, flippant end to the conversation.
But
the Holy Spirit had just let a friend spiritually smack me in the head.
Because what I realized within a couple hours of that discussion was
that I’d been ignoring my husband. I’d been spending all of my energy
and thoughts and prayers to go against what my husband had been telling me
to do. And I had to repent. To the Lord, and to my husband.
I
have an amazing husband. He forgave me and said he knew I was trying so
hard to be a good steward of our finances. He knew my heart was in the
right place to want to avoid new debt. But he truly felt that new carpet
was the right choice, and he didn’t know how to get me to agree with
him. Well, problem solved.
We replaced the carpet.
Within a week, we had an offer. A full price offer. And the buyer’s
three year old little boy did somersaults all over our (their) new
carpet because he’d never lived in a house with carpet before. Cue the
tears!
So wives: what does your husband think y’all should do? You need to be listening to him.
I’m not talking about “my husband thinks we should rob a bank.” I don’t mean “my husband wants to buy a new car, but we can’t pay our rent/mortgage.”
I’m not talking about “my husband thinks we should rob a bank.” I don’t mean “my husband wants to buy a new car, but we can’t pay our rent/mortgage.”
I’m
referring to the conversations you two are having about what to do with your
lives and your family and your bank account and your dreams. When you
know both of you are praying, but you’re still not on the same page with your ideas.
I’m talking about letting go of your own solutions and letting your husband lead.
I
was in rebellion about installing new carpet. I didn’t mean to be. I
thought I was doing the right thing. But the more I fought, the more
stressed we were. As soon as I accepted my husband’s decision - and the
reality of adding more debt - there was a huge burden lifted off my
shoulders. In my eyes, there was no way spending $5000 would bring me
relief. But it did. Because my realtor, my husband, and God all knew
that if we’d change that carpet, the house (our major stress factor)
would sell. I was the one refusing to listen.
Where are you not listening? Is there an area in your life where people you love
and trust are telling you to take a risk, but you’re digging your heels
in? Are you too busy coming up with legitimate excuses that you don’t
hear the Father encouraging you to trust Him?
I
am so thankful for the friend who only asked me one question: what does
your husband think y’all should do? She changed everything in an
instant.
Sometimes our husbands are wrong.
Sometimes they lead us and we have a hard time following because we know
they’re wrong. I have one of those stories too. But the beauty of my
life is that ultimately, my faith isn’t in my husband. It’s in Yeshua
Jesus. Even when my husband leads us down a road we shouldn’t have
taken, the Lord brings us through. He brings peace and blessings from
the mistakes. Even when I rebel against Him and my husband, Christ
brings correction and strengthens bonds through forgiveness.
Wives,
I know submission scriptures have been abused by some churches and some
husbands. But that is not the truth of the word. To submit to your
husband takes the responsibility off of you and onto him. And the burden
on your husband is not light. Your husband answers to the Lord for your sake. A wife
who can respect her husband’s decision and encourage him and walk beside
him through that decision has pleased the Lord. There is blessing in
that posture! I encourage you to pray about whatever area is troubling
you right now and seek your godly husband’s advice:
“What do you think we should do?”